Philosophic theory 138a¤ in life
Stand, it is painful most of the time, because stood and inhibited the human nature. However, succeeding is often after you stand the agony that the ordinary person can't bear, just appear in front of you. Must not lack of, give up right away while being so little only.
Regard selling the fish as a kind of art
One day, British visitor Jack did the sights of U.S.A., the guide said there is a very special fish market in Seattle, buying the fish there
A kind of enjoyment. The counterpart's friend hears, all feel curious with Jack.
That day, it was not very fine, but Jack did not find the market fishlike smell irritate the nose, it was bummarees cheerful laugh that came head-on. They smile, like the baseball team members cooperating continuously, concede the icy fish like baseball, hover in the sky, everybody joins in the chorus each other: "Ah, 5 fins basin has flown to Minnesota. " "8 bee's crabs fly to Kansas. " What harmonious life this is, full of fun and laugh.
Jack asks a local bummaree: "You work under this kind of environment, why keep the happy mood? "
The bummaree says, in fact, this fish market several years ago was originally the place where one are not angry too, everybody complains all day, later, everybody thinks that complained about the heavy work instead of every day, not so good as the quality of work of changing. Then, they no longer complain about life itself, but regard selling the fish as a kind of art. Later, a piece of intention continued a intention, a bunch of laughs were continued another bunch of laughs, they become the miracle in fish markets.
The bummaree says, everybody has practised long, everybody displays consummate skill, can compare favourably with the circus troupe performer. The atmosphere of this kind of job has also influenced nearby working clan, they often come here to have a dinner with the bummaree, infect their good mood glad to work. Many executives that cannot promote working morale come here inquiring on a special trip yet: "Why do the hard work in this place full of fishlike smell in a whole day, are unexpectedly you still so happy? " They used to, give unsatisfactory person these arrange doubt solve problem already, " in fact, it is not the life that treats us unfairly, but we expect that has neglected life too high. "
Sometimes, the bummarees will also invite the customer to participate in to receive fish's game. Afraid of people of fishlike smell, willing to try on retrying of hospitable applause even, have not given full expression to the views. Each morose person enters this fish market, will all leave covered with smilesing, will also carry the full goods that cannot help buying in the hand, seem to realize some reasons too in the heart.

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Let's take a picture!
By the first base jumping to Harvard seated statue of high Qian, wait for me to press and move the shutter.
Let she Harvard dream of me, under to inculcate with for a long time me, Harvard begin ideal to become her already. She stands on the step of the statue of Harvard, sets up straight, just laugh foolishly.
It is said, touch shoes on the left foot of Harvard, there is good luck. But I just know while revisiting Harvard 10 years later this is not a secret secret. That's why that often sees someone shoots the photo which strokes Harvard shoes. This it it is saids to be whole world getting photogenic supreme statue, it shoes of left foot radiate with whole body incongruous light clank very always. However, even if Qian less than 8 years old in height faced upward it may not be enough either that heads stretched out one's hand at that time.
Give her one dream, light one (2) fire
I wonder how many people there are, generation upon generation of ground, is bringing their child here to go on a pilgrimage, hope tacitly their Harvard dreams of coming true.
The impression of high Qian is deep and eternal that this Harvard trip gives, Harvard is on her immature heart
Although I am so young, spends 10 years, I am not small while coming here again
Have laid indelible branding in fairy. Among the random notes that write after 5 year such as her, to the Harvard trip clear memory and fine and smooth description, prove this travel has played a important guide role in the ambition in her life, she wrote:
We decide Harvard should be the place where must be called on at first. The gentleman lives from the place of the distance of several minutes alone of campus of Harvard particularly, he opens the handlebar we send to the school.
Harvard is the university which U.S.A. set up first, she has more permanent great history more than U.S.A..
Listening attentively to the gentleman's introduction particularly, I find oneself already infatuated to this school. Grow and inculcate it with studying with the successful family in one for me constantly since the childhood, I can understand the intact meaning of this school on the spot in person.
Though I was only 7 years old at that time, my father had already designed my future for me, this school will be my one in a lot of posts in life in the future. After the the visiting, Harvard University one idea of house in I already leave and brand in my mind firmly.
The gentleman shows us this campus beautiful while telling us the life of Harvard particularly. Because is summer vacation time, the school has not started a new term yet, there are no students in the campus, so, we have not seen a lot of people stroll about in the campus. However, I can exuberant the atmosphere of the whole school after imagining starting a new term.
I am trembling, hope I can even become a member of the world one day.
Before leaving away, my father wants me to leave a shadow in front of a statue of Harvard in the campus. The adults are commenting on aside, say I stand by the statue seeming so young.
I ignore their chattering, say to them:

Section 14 Scarecrow (2) crying
Every house of fields begin, burn, begin, drift exhaust gas and burnt taste that paste over village, night become warm and bright. Those fires have attracted countless children to stand for a long while in the edge of a field of foot, certainly among them that includes me too.
I see the scarecrow falls by the field too, wear to me on the face as the mask which he made.
What I have realized, begin to start running and run to the field that catches fire. I do not remember whose arm which holds me it is, that must be my mother, because is old, I can not even remember her look clearly.
I must have struggled, certainly will be like beardless rural child too, wail. But I can not still shake off that hand that extremely caught me. I see the scarecrow was abandoned in the fire at last - -It has already finished its mission, waits until next year, the peasant will pitch the new scarecrow.
The flame opens the big mouth, it seems that one engulfs it.
I seem to hear sob, seem that also see that flows out Yin Hong's blood in the fire. It is my scarecrow that is crying for number, its life hangs by a hair, it is calling only its friend.
I do not remember how I shake off the hands open mother, it seems to grip it, perhaps has just obtained freedom once earning gently too. I risk one's life going straight towards the scene of a fire, crossing the person much attempting to stop me on the way. I am one step still later, the scarecrow has already been totally engulfed by the fire.
In fact the fire will grip people, it will grip my good pain. But I to catch one arm of scarecrow in fire, I exert oneself it outside delay, mine is light on hand, I only held to live a piece of straw short, I have not found time to blow out the flame on the straw yet, I have been lifted with hands by whole somebody.
The scene of a fire is farther and farther, the scarecrow has no form, turn into the ashes.
I can only hold that and cut straw tightly, tightly, it seems to hold my scarecrow.
I cut straw and pitched a scarecrow again with that later, it was small, have black hair, look carefully, you will find the trace that that leaves after being scorched.
It is a lot of years later now, I am still keeping it - -Small scarecrow.
I swear not to let people seize it.
Remember clearly when it is, come second year in Haicheng City in me probably, one set at dusk in rain autumn, I rest one black umbrella walk in street of rain of setting, fallen leaves descend slowly and lightly in front of the umbrella, the cool rain thread drops on the face obliquly. A audio-video store, suddenly spread out of the song drenched by the rainwater in a period of time by the street:
The orphan in Asia cries in the wind
The yellow face has red mud
The black eyeball has white fear
Song that the west wind is singing the sadness in the east
The orphan in Asia cries in the wind
Nobody should play the equal game with you
Everybody wants your loved toy
A dear one what you cry child
In the twinkling of an eye in that just, one unable to speak explain sad to plunder, pay in mind suddenly, no among the consciousness, I have one's face covered with tears. I have cried, is that lonely child before a lot of years, is the scarecrow turning to dust and ashes in the fire.
Tonight, song seems to reverberate in one's ear again, it is cool on my face, have felt that kind of lost pain again in the heart. The past event was a thing hard in this way originally unexpectedly to remember, I wiped on the eyes carelessly, turn on the computer screen again. I have already decided to face all, if I really come to like a woman again, then, I will never allow others to snatch her away.
Man and woman of picture lie, in bed, let me distinguish clearly they what does it make calm. Two people hand in in the low lowland light, Lin Yan's expression has become excited gradually, it seems that some some accidents are taking place between them. Lost in thought to keep watch on it she I by face,it though watch getting vividder very, I can still feel the change of her mood clearly.
How long this late man dandified in appearance has not stayed in the Yan 's of forest, acted as the forest swallow shuts up, there is silence for a moment between two people, then, he comes down from the bed, begin to wear the clothes calmly. And Lin Yan still keeps resting on to sit in the posture of the bedside, does not even cast a look at him to see.
Dandified in appearance man seem, say what it will be, perhaps he has just turned round and had a look at the forest swallow while leaving the bedroom, walked out without the least hesitation.
I expect these to may really go wrong between the loversing, have some pleasant sensation of subconsciousness in my heart in the twinkling of an eye. When that man opened the door to leave away, Lin Yan jumped off from bed quickly with mere body, going straight to the sitting room, ears are stuck and listened attentively to carefully the door, then, the whole person falls paralysedly on the sofa unably.
I scarcely think, make a decision at once.
I go straight and go out, just catch the lift to get off. I step into the lift to put the clothes in order, try hard not to allow oneself to show the hurried trace that went out.
The next storey of the lift is stopped again, the man dandified in appearance stands to the front of I with one's head low.
I seem to smell that kind of familiar fragrance from him, that is forest swallow's taste on one's body. Breath of me very calm, expression of me even very much freely, but I am terribly upset at this moment. I know my hostility to this man clearly, but does not know what oneself can be done.
The lonely child is always cowardly, I can not rescue my scarecrow.
In the lift, I think of at dusk in that autumn, I cry in the place far away from wheat field holding a bunch of straw. I have one kind of illusions, the dusk of the the night looks like a curtain latitude, is opened in a hole by the visible raging flames in the field everywhere, the world not including the curtain latitude is actually the fire blazing forever.
This world of ours is surrounded by the flame - -Those are burning sad and angry flame.
I determine, go to to go by the forest swallow, so, may wake some memory of hers up. The thought regarding retaliated against does not almost exist now, I think persistently, certainly some things have broken away from its already existing order, perhaps it is this world, perhaps it is ourselves. Since the forest swallow once went through those past events with me together, then, I was obligated to let her remember again.
While going out in the morning, I met the forest swallow in the lift. We greet with a smile, all hide oneself very well. Because also have some other people in the lift, it is inconvenient for us to speak. The lift stops, when Lin Yan goes to push her motorcycle in the garage, I go to the district gate first, wait for her at the roadside.

This is the first novel that I have written the career for many years, a little perturbed, because the thing wanted to say is numerous, but afraid of not speaking completely enough again, so have to say that some ideas of this book are written again with through the ' the postscript '.
First of all, as to the title - -The choice of " looking for size 32 ", I believe you can imagine certainly this is the result that agitated out by a lot of clever head institutes, quite right, on the 32nd, this number has implied meaning:
32,Follow it closely after 31.
From the viewpoint of what has been lived, have 31 days only at most in one month, this is Heaven fairest place, give to anyone, no matter is clever and dull-witted, rich or poor and high and low, only 24 hours of every day, 30 or 31 days of each month.
Then where is there the 32nd day? Who can have the 32nd day so luckily?
Yes, those would like to let one's own imagination space cross over the obstacle, let one's own broadness of soul turn a limitless person, can enjoy magical the 32nd day. During one day when here come out more, we can forget all responsibility and constraint temporarily, the only attentive one and talk by oneself, listen attentively to the sound in the heart of hearts, one's own chance of deeplying breathe that give.
It is impossible? Nobody can break the routine and have the 32nd day!
Oh, yes, have method, you can begin, give oneself earn, there emerged a over one day tomorrow, the method is very simple:
In crowded subway or bus, you can occupied with nothing, and a half hours not having the fidgets morning, the gold turned into in the 32nd day is half an hour; On the way home, you have had another more for half an hour for another gold at dusk; When being facing toward the television and stare flankly bored stiffly, the magical gold appeared again in an hour in the evening Will come down in such and such month, will come out for the 32nd day when seek?
Besides time, 32 has another one more sensitive meanings - -Concern age. Mention cosmetics that cover the sky and the earth how is advertisement first" Threaten " Almost 30 woman, only until the angle come, say 32 right away enough to cause people life!
Some are specially fond of woman's psychology experts and say in this way: 32 year old woman important psychology transfer one most. Because at the age of 30, we can also be in order to be only known as 29 years old; At the age of 31, have only just reached the age of 30 in result of rounding up; Have really arrived fully at the age of 32, have to ask much good fortune by oneself while fleeing!
So, the woman 32 years old must make the decision by oneself, is to delay it sadly and in a state of anxiety, enjoy it bright and beautifully in scene!
Now, another key problem will come, bright title why Liu KaiZhong that I do not allow everybody to envy have the 32nd, and give it to relatively mediocre Wang DaPeng?
If you have age or go through the twists of the life slightly, will understand my mood. Yes, all of us hope to look for it the most
Handsome prince of illusion, imagine him ride white horse fly swiftly but come, realistic experience of life merciless instruction, know perfect how can meet and can't ask. So, we can only learn to look for the ' true perfection ' instead of the ' ideal perfection ', it is much easier to enjoy or meet perfectly like this!
After this wonderful wording of longwinded explanation ' 32 ', I must talk about another emerging clue in the book.
Quite right, hair! You may have already found, " The hair " Even some of common people avoided mentioning " The dandruff " ,Has played a very important role in my book, no, to be precise, should be very important " The psychological role " .
"Why? Why is the hair? " ,My young assistant asks me.
Why? Because in the professional career that I serve as the psychological therapist in the past more than 10 years, I know that will often won't let go of some thing carelessly in people's life, in this way the things may reflect his self- approval, may represent his self- appraisal too; Perhaps it is other people's minor matter which seem insignificant, may become the major issue that parties concern self-respect. And according to my own experience, hair is among them and most easy things of totem one of.
Just as what that said of Wei is made use of in I am in the book: ' womanlike speciality of transmission " The tool " China, it is beautiful that eyes and skin are used for behaving; For transmitting sexily that the show takes place and but the lip is. ' .
I once asked a young man colleague, how will you describe the woman's eyes? His answer without thinking: "So beautiful! " "Then does the show take place? " "Eh! So elegant, oh! In addition, so sexy! "
Oh yes, so sexy, try to fiddle with your fragrant beautiful hair carelessly in front of the boy who you like secretly next time; Or even like the thing that Yan is captured and then shake, have stroked the brilliant and bright hair his cheek carelessly, you will understand what kind gentle weapon what you had is!

Liu KaiZhong sees her not answer, stand and does not move and see her saying there: "The question that may be my own, I think the foreign girl is more optimistic, apt to understand her, Chinese difficult to know how more girl have! "
He Wei nearly escapes one's lips and says: "Right? That may because you enough diligently! "
Model Liu getting pleasant to the ear to laugh, answer dish: "Haha, OK, can you tell me how to demonstrate my motive to you? "
Wei He can think of he such an frank answer, understand he joke either for the moment or conscientiously, for being one's own to afraid make a fool of oneself wishful one,so only heart peng beat, but pretend not to hear his question taking a step and going ahead.
Never expect model Liu person that but unwilling to go all out, chase, come up, continue, ask again: "Do not you have a question of answering me? ! "
What Wei then stand firm and lift and have in mind and see him saying: "In fact, the Chinese girl is not elusive, she only needs very sincere emotion. "
KaiZhong Liu answer at once, countenance place nod, say just: "I see! Respect this point too of mine. "
Among the watery dim light of night, WeiXin He become, stand up Pure Brightness steep cool autumn days. Put this outstanding man at the moment on the most important position in her heart, she believes that has missed his meeting the better man, but the emotion that has experienced great things again, with waste time years so far, in all desperation action permit her have moth put out the fire as before yet!
The dim light of night is deeper, cooler and cooler and deeper, cooler and cooler, Liu KaiZhong sees He Wei, the one that cared about asked: "The cold? "
"There is a little. "
"If you do not mind, can put on my overcoat. " He has already taken off the overcoat after finishing saying, wrap on He Wei's body gently.
He Wei has not refused, only feels Liu KaiZhong's large overcoat is wrapped on the shoulder heavily, except making warm, still belong to the man's smell on him, all let her tremble all over the body.
Wei He see dew to be more and more serious, afraid model Liu take off overcoat catch a cold, then say: "Let's go back! You dress little, must not catch a cold. "
Walk the Huis road of constellation two people speak even more, and health of the other side depend on near a little each other unconsciously. He Wei even feels Liu KaiZhong's hands have been sounded out and touching her, that kind of soul palpitation that brings because of contact of the body, has not been gone through again since shaking in the side by her.
When two people saw the faint lights outside the the people constellation door at a distance at last, what Wei of waist had made a decision to stretch out one's hand and take on in Liu Kai, He Wei has not refused, leaves him to hold gently, leaves him to draw forward by oneself too, people kiss one's own lip by him warmly under the old Chinese scholartree of stockaded village in Rob.
How long I wonder, as two people from taking the rotating to wake up when embraced and kissed longly of heart soul at last, just find two people's shoes can be both already drenched by the dew.
When two people will get back to the the people constellation door soon, model Liu take on urgent what Wei's very thin waist say: "Come? "
What Wei rest on he afford to collapse, say with a smile: "No! Xiao Li will begin suspect. "
Liu KaiZhong is closing the mouth tightly a little painfully, signs and says overstating: "Know early that does not arrange for you and room-mate to live! " Where gather up, live in with these words, see through he solid muscle, He Wei Ben Zhang to feel him clearly.
It is charming and attentive what Wei in fact but had a sentimental attachment for in his chest too, just regarded as the girl, she must consider, live impressions of Xiao Li together on one hand, she hope model Liu regard her as wanton casual girl even on the other hand.
6 of 7
A hot one embrace and kiss, early in the morning, Wei He come into the people constellation simple and clean restaurant take breakfast, with Xiao Li the next day under old Chinese scholartree, originally a little anxious and fearful too, enclose a group of persons as she entered the door to see the big round table of right ing, Liu KaiZhong, while waving at her laughing magnificently among them too, the heart that hangs in the air calculates and puts down.
Finish breakfast plan go out, model Liu follow, go back room He Wei to choose things go upstairs sedulously, one that is in corridor by being heavy and cultivated in a pot, he is pinching her hands, says softly: "Have a good sleep last night? I was really very happy, very happy at yesterday! "
He Wei blushes and attacks, smile and nod and say delicately in love: "Eh! I am very happy too " Words this finish yet, Xiao child that Li frolic happily floor come on on the ground already, two people have to take the expression in one's eyes and exchange for a moment and go back to the room to go to take the things each mocking.
This day, they go to Boss to rise on the lake. There is more than 1000 sq. km. in the whole area, jokul, desert, reed, gull, wild duck are surrounded, rent a ship on the lake water dark blue, vast and vast lake, shuttle back and forth and swing in the reed clump. A group traveling together go down the hill in the setting sun such as the bank at dusk, look at the wild geese of a team of teams, arrange into a shape for a moment, arrange adult's shape for a moment, skim over the sky and fly to the south. As the setting sun is shone upon the lake, the calm surface of water without wave is suffused with the golden clear light, have wild ducks to paddle nearbily, have gull hover at a distance, a beautiful richly endowed scene this, confine in cement they in the jungle all day long, move and frighten and can't take words out of the mouth.